I am just a little girl who is great beyond imagination
and expectation. I started small but would end big. I would love to share my
little story with you.
Days, weeks, months,
years rolled by in the twinkle of an eye but found a passion which made me feel
that all is well already. At the young age of 12, I saw need to make a mark in the
literary world. I wasn’t sure of what to do or how to start but the passion
always gave me answers. I felt strong and joyous. I couldn’t express what
usually gave me such so much joy and inner peace. I couldn’t tell anyone then
because i really didn’t know if it was just mere imagination that was playing
with me. As time went on, i came to open my real eyes to realize that this
passion couldn’t even allow me sleep at all. It started staring at me in the
face. At that age, i felt that something great was going to emerge from me. I
started so early to aspire and nurture that desire to be great no matter what
it takes. I started on the wheel of that passion which today gives in-explainable joy and strength. At a point i saw the need to confide in some
about this God given passion. I did, and made it seem so real that i was going
to be an author of books in a short while. I told my mum who with words i can’t
explain. This woman supported me, encouraged me and gave me words of advice
that kept me going. She said “since you
can dream it, you can achieve it my dear”. That fired me and stirred up my
spirit to work hard and get things done. I knew that the world was waiting to
get something from me that would change their lives. I love giving advice to
people in any way i can in other to make them rise beyond measures. I knew i
could only speak out to the world someday and somehow.
Later, i
found out that way to reach my world. With that single thought i began to write
in earnest showing my mum who usually did some editing and would “encourage discourage me” that is what
i saw it to be then. As i went up the stairs of this great intoxicating passion
i got only encouragement from her. Her actions and words encouraged me. In my
school it wasn’t difficult to get ideas on any topic in any essay. Ideas always
flowed through my pen that i could write on a topic in several ways. It was
really amazing. Usually my leisure was my best friend i would write till
someone or something fights for my attention and successfully gets it. I began to refine my thoughts every moment. On my study table you wouldn’t see any other any other
thing expect books by different authors, pens, markers, pencils and jotters
that i called “my book of writings”.
“Please it seems this is getting too much, face your books first, it
will come to pass at the right time” so my mum said. Fortunately for me i
knew if i had relented a little, may be the inspiration might dry up and the
passion die. I didn’t want it to die so
i read my academic books and also played with words. Time began to run but i
run faster with determination, steadfastness, perseverance, hard work and most
of all Gods’ strength. I declared that my first book was going to be published
and lunched on my ss3 graduation ceremony. I wrote that statement on everything
i came across; my books, my diary, my files and other places. I didn’t just
write it but said it always for in saying it comes to manifestation, reminding
everyone that my dream book must be published in 2015 while we were still in
2012. I made everyone know i was serious; i wasn’t playing around because i
knew where i was going.
I wrote several plays, poems, articles at a
very short time. As I wrote my mum did the editing and when it was beyond her own
edition she had to give someone else higher in that field. The person commended
my effort and always said “good story line, work harder and join us in the literary world”. I smiled and
said in the face of every obstacle “I will get there no matter how impossible
it seems”. The first written, which I wanted to publish was half way edited
then got missing. It was just too painful and heartbreaking that my work hard
go down the drain. I didn’t give up at all. I wrote a much better one and it
ended up just like the first. As at that moment I could place my hands on what
was going on, it was hard actually to believe what was wrong. I saw time moving
fast that I began to ask if I could still meet with my target of 2015. I was
convinced within that this was to test how propelling my dream was. I gathered
all my works and began to go through them, and then I saw that it was not
really worth publishing, that God had used this means to stretch me more than I
could see myself doing.
How overwhelming? It wasn’t
long the master piece of my first publication came. God himself inspired me
with the topic and every word used in it. I wrote with so much passion and will
to impact my world with words and let everyone see the beauty of words and how
they could heal one’s pain. God really helped me on this. Day and night I
wrote, forgetting all other things. My final exams where fast approaching, so I
rose up and began to put my all as fast as I could. Now I sent this piece out
for edition without fear of losing it again, so sure that my dream was half way
achieved. After much editing going from my mum to the editor and back, my mum
gave me feed backs on how it was going. Always thanking God for making things
work out well as I wanted. I began to relax on the outside but my mind was
filled with curiosity, just wanted to get the thinnest detail on how everything
was going. I couldn’t just wait to get back home and see what God was doing.
2015 was filled with high expectations for me and every month passing and
eagerly waiting for July 2015. It had seemed as if the days where purposely
going slow, maybe it was so because I was counting each day with so much
enthusiasm. My nerves began to calm down as the thought of series of
discouragements, disappointments, setbacks and time consumption put forth just
to impact my world. I prayed day and night seeking god’s face concerning my
book and dream. I was made to know that it was one thing to write and another
to impact others with what I have written. I was assured that my dream was
living the world of fantasy into reality. Time favored me and it was time to be
home, done with my final examinations. Seeing everything already in place made
me wonder how time had passed by so fast. I did not realize anymore because I
had stopped counting days but counting lives that would be impacted via my
book. The thought of truly fulfilling a dream at a stated time was glorious.
How great is it to rise up in the midst of challenges and difficulties.
Hmm mm…suddenly that bright,
wonderful and glorious day came, staring at me in the face “25th July 2015”. “The
winning success” emerged reality. The joy was uncontrollable and in-explainable. The lunching of the book became the theme for the graduation
ceremony. Little me interviewed by personalities, television and radio
stations. It was great because God wanted to show me how beautiful my dream was
and how being determined made outstanding in my little world with great people
like you.
Really do not know how to end
my story because I feel and know that my story has no end. IT JUST BEGAN. I will
fly beyond the sky, rise and set beyond the sun, will burn and allow others to
watch me…with the help of God and determination to say in the face of obstacles “THIS CAN BE DONE”.
Hmm! This is inspiring. Well done ma
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